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[15 Nov 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well.. its been a lil bit since i have updated but pat is making me do it so i will. I had a good weekend. I hung out w/ my number one dork all day on saturday.. it was fun. Then he made it offical that night. Patrick :* :* :* :* SO yeah me and patrick.. its fun, makes me smile :) But i got to see him swim on saturday which was fun and i got to meet some of his friends on the swim team who were really funny.
Sunday was kinda boring because someone.. cough cough (pat) cough cough was at Michigan ALL DAY!hahah But its okay i had a perductive day on sunday.. haha..
This week is going by sooo slowly i can't wait till thur tho .. hopefully i can hang out w/ my patty. But yeah i cna't wait till the weekend.
ITs almost Thanksgiving!!! thats crazyyyy but good cause then i have wed thur and friday off next week.. and it should be fun if someone else isn't to busy

11-12 :* Patrick :*




Are you happy?@ i updated!!!!

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[06 Nov 2005|02:41pm]
wow i haven't updated in awhile.. i have been extremely busy. Swim is now over and so hopefully i can have more time for other things :* yeah you know who you are lol
ALot of other things have been going on too. Friends changing you know the usual. But whatever people change right? i have alot to do today.. so i will write alot later...


mwah
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[18 Jan 2005|07:26pm]
[ mood | content ]

Today's new classes sucked major ASS!... i dotn like them.. i want my old ones back.. i think we should all jsut go and use our old sceduale and go to our old classes.. that will show them!

also today i found out that i made drum major! hehee i was excited! its me.. nikki Frasior.. and Brent Ogden! .. and the field comanders are megan and nikki barns! congrats to all of us! a job well earned!


umm yeah.. so ... talk to me if u wanna?

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[14 Jan 2005|05:53pm]
[ mood | good good! ]
[ music | My Front Porch Lookin In.. ]

Yeah.. busy week w/ exam.. man do i lvoe to take exams! I noticed that i stop like caring once i get past number 130 usually.. after i am just like.. Psh Fuck this game grandma YOU WIN!

Also i got me a sweet hearts date.. Jeff Pearson.... so went shopping w/ him and jess and joe on fri to find a dress.. didn't go to well.. but it was fun as hell.. haha

Drum major stuff this week too! ... i had to dress up on Thur for my interview.. i hope i made it i will find out for sure on Tuesday. They asked me a ?.. "what will you do if you dont make it" i didn't say this.... but i should have been.. i would torture my self and then kill myself! Buahahaha.. JUST KIDDING!

I have been w/ jess like 24/7 this week.. haha good times w/ that boater! i lvoe her!


yeah .. good week!

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[07 Jan 2005|08:19pm]
[ mood | dandy! ]

Today was a exciting day... umm 4th hour there was drum major tryouts.. day 2! today i did my tryout. i was sooo scared to go up there.. but once i was up there.. i got less nervous. It was amazing to see a large group of people just staring blankly at you. it was crazy, I hope i did good today. can't wait to find out who made it.. I know that its going to be a close one.
The once i got home from my long ass day i went grochery shopping with Jessie and her dad. it was funny. her dad is crazy!Then we went back to her house..and hung out. Around 8 Joe K came over.. i am a lil bored. But its cool..






Let me know all about ur options for drum major!?!?!
(just nothing to hard at someone.. no one needs that)

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[06 Jan 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So today was a good day!! Today was the first day that i have seen Jessie in like a month.. its good to have your best friend back i love it! She is all cute and boatered out w/ polish shit. Alsoo today marked the begining of drum major tryouts, i am a lil nervous, but i wont let it get to me. i am just going to be.. Uh me!
Haha i can't wait for tommrow.. cause it means FREEDOM for the WEEKEND! dont wanna take exams.. thats a definate no no! Also.. my lil monica is back.. talked to her this morning. She says that there is alot of hot boys in Italy. I wanna go!! also they come in groups of 5s!! haha
yeah.. so thats pretty much it...






leave it about ne thing!

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[04 Jan 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | ready and willing.. ]

Today was sooo long.. i am CROSSING my fingers and my toes for a SNOW DAY!! i am happy school is out though. Alsoo today is the day my lil boater comes home to me :) ABOUT DAMN TIME.. i have not seen that piece of shit in one whole monthh...
i am disslikeing the rents ... cause they told me not to dye my hair.. but whoopsie? i did!! and i at least think it looks pretty darn COOL?!? i just dont understand their reasoning. but hell i dont give a rats ass...
Umm .. yeah.. goood news today from Danny. I am excited! lol Can't wait till the weekend.. i need sleep.

My ? today is.. can people change?.. or are they always just going to be the same..

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[02 Jan 2005|03:43pm]
[ mood | not as confused as yesterday ]
[ music | Ohio is for lovers ]

Today is our last day of "freedom". i do not want to go back to school. Good thing is that jessie will be home in 3 days.. i am all giddy about that.
umm yeah i am bored...
OH and Krystal help me decide, boy 1 or 2. I think i am going to go w/ boy 1. Good choice huh babes...lol
umm sure was up really late talkin to ppl. I think i made danny fall asleep at his computer. lol its okay though.

dunno what to say..


i <3 youuu



you never stop until my final breath is gone...

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new year... new life.. [01 Jan 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | peachy keen ]
[ music | keane ]

So its offically 2005. Think about two more years until I get out of Stevenson. So last night was pretty crazy. I did alot of things i dont rememeber. Naz, April, Jme, Rach, Melissa, and Christine were there. It was a fun girl night. I barely slept at all. SO that was great.
Jessie called me when she was in poland. she wishes everyone a happy new year. She is soo cute. I can't wait for that lil boater to come home. I miss her.. :/ She should be coming home i think Tuesday night. I dont rememeber.
Also this week is drum major tryouts. I think i am going to shit myself. We have to do all this stuff. Like conduct the band, take commands, give commands, and then the interview for sekich & Jeanna & Julie & someone else. I hope that will not be that bad. All i know is that i am going to be sooo nervous. But yeah.. good luck to ne one who is trying out. Its going to be a close one this year.
I DO NOT want school to start up again. I love being abke to stay up all night and sleep all day. its AWSOME... but its not like i can't do that when school starts.. haha.


I wonder what this year is going to be like...

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bored... [13 Dec 2004|04:11pm]
[ mood | uh yeah... ]

so Jme was talking to me .. and she told me that i am in a better mood these days. It made me laugh... ilove Jme. Today was another interesting day, cause uhh nothing happened but a shitload of homework was handed to me. cause last week my family, and leslie went to South Carolina to pick my bro up from boot camp. it was awsome to finally see him again. he has changed tho he lost 30 pounds.. at first his personality was different, but after he hung out w/ his frineds he was good! i enjoyed it! i get to keep him till Jan 11. comeover or call if u wanna talk to him b4 he leaves again.
so life is pretty good now..i miss my lil boater tho... so does joe. i get to babysit him while jess is gone. lol and theres a boy.. he just makes me smile... what can i say... nig...


yeah.. thats life <3

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just wondering... [12 Dec 2004|01:38pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | christmas stuff.... ]

Reply even if you dont want me to know who u are


Would you's
1. Go out with me?
2. Give me your number?
3. Have sex with me?
4. Let me kiss you?
5. Watch a movie with me ...even a really sappy one?
6. Let me take you out to dinner?
7. Be my Bf?
8. Have a fling with me?
9. Listen to me if I called you crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
10. Buy me a drink like a chai tea or soda?
11. Take me home for the night?
12. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
13. Sing car karaoke with me?
14. Sit in the doctors office with me, because I didn't want to go alone?
15. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
16. Let me give you a piggyback ride?


Do you's
1. Do you think I'm cute?
2. Do you want to kiss me?
3. Do you want to cuddle with me?

Are we's
1. Are we aquintences?
2. Are we friends?
3. Are we in a relationship?
4. Are we gonna have kids?

Am I's
1. Am I smart?
2. Am I cute?
3. Am I funny?
4. Am I cool?
5. Am I the most brilliant person ever?


Have you ever?
1. Have you ever thought about me?
2. Have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. Have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
4. Have you ever wished I were there?

Are you's
1. Are you done with this survey?
2. Are you happy you know me?
3. Are you mad at me?
4. Are you thinking about me?
5. Are you going to repost this, so that I will return the favor?

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[20 Nov 2004|08:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

oh wow.. today was CRAZY ... i love football games w/ the girls... Jme, Jess, Danny, Lisa, and Tiffany.. wow.. we were like sooo HYPER! The best part was when Danny fell onto Jme who pushed Melissa over onto the stnad. Or when lisa fell and alomost pissed her pants... WoW. I think that was by far one of the best football games. I am glad.. CAUSE THEY WONNN!! now they r going to the DOME and i am going to have a kick ass time there. I was scared joe K almost DIED! Jessie's face was PRICELESS! State CHAMPS! (hopefully)
After the game i went to my second home. aka... Jessie's. Had fun there .... then it continued when Joe came over. Crazy night.... Gunna go make cookies.. bbl...

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Today was another day... [16 Nov 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Today was pretty good for once..It started off by waking up at 6:20.. getting ready REALLY fast, then on the way to school getting a lil treat w/ my sister. School was somewhat intersesting. 1st hour- free hour 2nd- watched amovie 3rd- skipped it.(whoops)4, 5, 6, - at the play, which was really funny becasue i sat next to Steve D! 7th- skipped ( whoops.. again) then 8th- sub, once i finish. i left hahaha
Now i am getting ready to go to jamie and jeanna's dive compition, becasue i am part of the swim team, who loves thier divers.It should be fun :) i wish them luck!!!

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lost in a word of ideas... [15 Nov 2004|05:44pm]
So i realized today that my life is pretty fucked up.. and then my day just got worse and worse...just when i thought everything was going just fine.. it changed. I thought i would be happy, to start over new and whatnot, but i am not. I dont know wat to do ne more, i guess its good in a away that he chose what is going to happen. But whatever.. i always try to be optimistic about it, but i can't.
Lately i have been trying to avoid drama, atne cost. Its hard, buti dont think it will ever become truely possible. I guess at times my life is like a big drama all together. Its hard, but you just need to keep moving on.
I have nothin rally to say ne more.. i am wordless.
crack a smile

[10 Oct 2004|10:54am]
[ mood | ilu ]
[ music | bahh ]

hehe haha hehe

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